Well it has almost been a month since I lost my dad. I am still having flashbacks of that morning. I thought I was ready to share my (new life) unfortunately my ugly depression & anxiety has reared it's ugly head. I have lost my usefulness; each morning I would make him breakfast, weekdays I would put my niece & nephew on the bus, do his laundry, run his errands, take him to the doctor, make his lunch & dinner, put his medication in the case and so much more. And now... nothing well next to nothing. This is Life as I know it.
I am still very VERY emotional. I will cry just thinking about him.
I don't know when I will be back. I am hoping to soon.
What gives me peace is he is in Heaven with our Saviour Jesus Christ & has reunited with his beloved wife.💕 I can only imagine how happy she was to see him when she met him at the gates with Jesus on her arm. They are together again! And as a Christian I know I will see both of them again. God is Good!!
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